Have you been lonely, like me?

Hi! How’ve you been feeling lately?

I’m not sure exactly when this hit me, but I’m assuming in the last couple weeks since this last lockdown. I’ve hit lonely! And it wasn’t too long ago I said to a friend, I’m never lonely. “There’s always something I can do.” But what a difference between doing and feeling.

Doing is what I was doing so that I didn’t have to feel my lonely.

I am missing romantic love in my life. And for some reason I’ve had a hard time allowing myself to admit this. Like I should be happy without a man right?? And happiness doesn’t rely on things outside of us. But I am happy with my life. This is different.

I have lots of love in my life and so very grateful for it. My friends and family are amazing - but there are some things you just can’t DO with this group of peeps, if you know what I mean. 😜

I’ve had many moments of this feeling over the last year, but it was fleeting. Like the song Flux by Ellie Goulding. 🙈 In love with the idea of loving someone, but it’s a state of flux, I just kept holding on, and it’s not enough.

Love is soft and natural. It’s kind, reliable, easy, exciting and fun. I want a relationship again for the caring it brings. I’ve got a lot of heart I want to share. I believe being in love creates a softer and sweeter life. And I think I am better when I love.

There are many reasons why you may not be ready for love… and that’s OK. We are where we are right?

But if you feel like me, and ready to love again, do you have a plan? We can wish and dream all we want - but we can’t forget the action step!

Here’s what I did (step 1-4) and what I still need to do (5):

1. Clarity on WHY I want this: To share my heart, form a deep connection, enjoy intimacy, experience masculine energy, consistent and safe amazing sex, discover more about myself and of course - to kiss and cuddle!
   

2. Clarity on WHAT I’m looking to attract: a lover who is authentic and knows (& likes) who he is. We connect as 2 whole people not looking to fill a void but to celebrate and enjoy the adventures of life together (the icing, not the cake!). Passionate, intimate, kind, generous, big heart and values that mesh. I want ethics, not rules.
   

3. I believe and trust this is happening and feel the anticipation of it! I am worthy of beautiful love.
   

4. Surrender this desire - after asking for assistance from the universe/God, and let it go
   

5. Get on-line and let the fun begin!

I’d already been nudged by my inner guidance to get going. I’ve resisted it, and can’t pretend anymore. I’ve never been more ready. And that’s why I know it’s time. It feels right.

You can’t make yourself feel ready. Always get real with yourself first. About anything. That’s true love right there, and I believe it needs to start within first. Get used to putting yourself first. And when you are ready it’ll be obvious when it’s time to share.

This will be fun and easy! 💃

If you’re with me, email me and we can share notes!

My love, always,
Kristi

kristi@everythingbeginswithin.com